A friend read my blog postings and commented that I write serious stuff. It was not the first time I got this comment, even my husband said the same thing. Have I become a serious person? Have I started taking life too seriously? Actually not! I take life as it comes without worrying about how’s and what’s of life. Then why am I writing about serious topics only? Maybe I don’t know how to make a topic light, or maybe I do not appreciate myself writing about trivial stuff or maybe I just have not tried it.
So here I am trying to write something light and trivial …
tringa-tringa-tringa-tring…. my phone was ringing….. who was calling me? Oh yeah… It was my 5:00 pm evening alarm! The alarm that sets me free from the corporate world. It was time to change from professional role to the mommy role! I shutdown my computer, hurriedly packed my bags, dashed down the stairs, got into my car, started the engine and was off on the road. It was time to pick up my kid, take him to classes, get his homework done, get food ready for the family, prepare for the next day and finally read a bed time story and put him to sleep. phew… busy … packed schedule.
I drove down the busy highway slowly making my way through the crawling evening traffic that was moving at an average speed of 15 miles an hour. It took almost an hour to drive the 20 miles distance to reach my son’s school. I tried to make the best use of the time by calling my local friends who were all crawling in different highways to pick up their young ones. I dialed a number, got my friend on phone and happily started chatting about life and everything. Finally, reached school at 5:58, , just in time to avoid dollar-a-minute fine charged on picking after 6:00 pm. I entered his classroom and instead of getting a welcoming smile, I saw his sad and upset face. When I asked him what was the matter, I got a serious answer “I will tell you later”. Being an understanding mom, I kept quiet, made small conversation with the teacher and went to the car. Not able to hold my curiosity, I asked in the most caring way what was troubling him. He started with “I don’t like what the teacher said”, “Everybody is mean to me”, “Nobody likes me”, “This is a bad school”, “I don’t want to go here anymore”, “Nobody is my friend”, “I want to go to a different school”, “This is the worst day of my school” and on and on. The flood gates opened and tears started rolling down. I almost felt like crying seeing him so upset. Then I reminded myself that my son is a drama king. He probably was exaggerating his bad day. So asked him to tell me the incidents that upset him.
Apparently, he was the TA (Teacher’s Assistant) this week – a role that each student got a chance to be on a rotation basis. He was initially very excited with the opportunity to control the class, help the teacher and boss over his classmates. But two days in the role, he realized that this role had some major limitations. He was expected to be the role model and was not supposed to talk, shout or make mischief; instead control, warn and tell on other kids who did that. He realized that it was not an exciting role. But since it was supposed to be a privilege to be a TA, he continued without expressing his displeasure. That day he just controlled the class half-heartedly sitting in his place. The teacher sensed his low enthusiasm and told him that if he did not do his job right, she would change the TA for the week. It was the beginning of his bad day. I asked him that if he did not like the TA role, then how does it matter if he was not the TA. But then he explained that if the teacher replaces him as TA, then it is supposedly a “punishment” ; although in his mind it was a “reward”! Wow! What a clarity of thought for an 8 year old child! Well, then I told him that it was one incident that happened in the morning and so why he was so upset now. He continued that it was just the beginning. As the day progressed, one of his classmate with whom he shared a love-hate relationship started his usual bully tactics. This classmate of his (let me call him John as I don’t want to mention the real name) started recruiting his bodyguards today. John is an interesting child – he is very polite when he talks to elders, parents and teachers. But he is a bully when it comes to his classmates. He is a natural leader – he knows when to plead and beg and when to bully and threaten. So John self appointed himself as the leader, recruited his own bodyguards and was ready to put down anyone who was not in his team. My little son did not want to be his bodyguard; he wanted to have his own team but unfortunately, most of the class kids were already recruited by John. Another cause for a bad day. I totally sympatheized with him and wanted to help him. But there are certain things that the kids need to figure out themselves. They need to figure out when to “accept” and when to “fight”.
I asked him whether it was all or was there something else. Of course, it was not all. The last straw to his bad day was that he got into trouble with the extended care teacher. John and my son go to after school extended care. Irrespective of their differences during the school time, they become great buddies in the extended care when they are put up together with kids from other classes. Both realize that they can have more fun doing mischief together. He and John were spraying some room perfume. They were warned repeatedly. But after a while, the teacher spotted my son spraying the perfume again. He got into trouble – she put down his name to be given to his class teacher the next day to face the consequences for his actions. Apparently, John was the master-mind behind this activity, but unfortunately only my son was caught. So, he asked John to “own up” his fault or else he was going to “tell” on him. John, in his carefree manner told the teacher that he too was spraying the perfume. The teacher instead of punishing him, thanked him for his “honesty” and sent him back. My son just could not take that. Again tears started rolling over cheeks and he started wining “how can the teacher ‘thank’ him and ‘punish’ me for the same action”. John gets praise and I get punishment – that was not fair!
I just could not hold my amusement. I wanted to say “my dear, so is life”!. But looking at the situation, I wanted to be sensitive; actually, I wanted to be cautious as I was very well aware that anytime his anger and frustration could turn around and I could become the target. I first sympathized with him, explained to him that such things happen; consoled him and promised him that we would find a better school next year that has better students and un-biased teachers. He was not convinced but was satisfied for the moment.