I recently read the book called “Siddartha” by “Hermann Hess”. It is a thin book of about 152 pages describing the essence of life. It is a story of a brahmin boy “Siddartha” who is seeking the answers to all the profound questions: What is this life about? Why are we here? What is our destiny? and many more. Siddartha internalizes the scriptures at a very young age and is soon ready for higher level of education. He leaves home, goes on his search, thinks, learns, experiences life and continues doing that. In his quest, he takes up different roles, becomes from a brahmin boy to a “samana” (a sanyasi) , from a “samana” to a “samsari”; gets older, wiser, continues his search for the profound questions. Finally, he settles down as a ferryman, rowing boat and helping people cross the river. He spends countless hours listening to the river, thinking and observing the river. Slowly, the mystery of life unfolds to him – he is enlightened.
One day one of his childhood friend, who left Siddarth to join Gotama buddha meets Siddartha after many many years. Both friends spend the whole night talking about their chosen paths to enlightenment and what they learnt in this journey. Their conversation is the basis of this book. Siddartha’s words of wisdom to his friend have great meaning and significance even at this age. It could be interpreted in various ways even in a non-spiritual context. I am quoting few of them and I am trying to interpret them in the context of our life.
Here is a quote from Siddartha:
“When someone is seeking, it happens quite easily that he only sees the thing that he is seeking; that he is unable to find anything, unable to absorb anything, because he has a goal, because he is obsessed with his goal. Seeking means: to have a goal; but finding is to be free, to be receptive, to have no goal. If you are striving just towards your goal, you do not see many things that are under your nose.”
My interpretation:
Having a no-goal as goal is an oxymoron. It seems contradictory to what we are all used to in our life. We consider not having a goal is equivalent to straying in life; having no meaning in life. We were taught to have goals in life and we teach the same to our kids. However, Siddartha says that having a specific goal prevents you from seeking the so many un-said goals. Maybe we are missing out so many things when we are so focused on our goals. Maybe when we are engrossed in reaching our goal, we miss out the pleasure of the journey. We do not see and realize the opportunities that we are leaving behind un-explored while we are in the pursuit of our goal. But does that mean that we should not have goal and just wander and be a finder? Maybe not. Maybe we should try to be a finder while we are a seeker!
Another quote:
“Words do not express thoughts very well. They always become a little different immediately they are expressed, a little distorted, a little foolish. ”
Very true. It happens so many times that when we express a thoughts, it suddenly looses value and seems insignificant. It seems so small than what it was when the thought was in our head. What happened? Did we not express the thoughts well? Yes. The very act of expressing distorted it and conveyed a different meaning.
The golden quote:
“Wisdom is not communicable. The wisdom which a wise man tries to communicate always sounds foolish. Knowledge can be communicated, but not wisdom. On can find it, live it, be fortified by it, do wonders through it, but one cannot communicate and teach it. ”
So so true. We often confuse between wisdom and knowledge. They are orthogonal. One can have abundance knowledge but still can be foolish in his action. If only our wisdom could be retained, stored and passed on like knowledge, the human civilization would progress at a much higher rate than what it is now.